Assalamualaikum.

This is my very first post, so my name is rose. Basically rose is my nick(not)name. I actually made up my mind to use this name to hide the real me. I'm 20 years old this year. I don't know why time flies so fast and now me being an adult. Woah just woah! I'm having depression which leads to self-harm, anger control and suicidal thoughts. Back in 2017, i'm having a very hard time and i barely survived. I hope this 2018 can bring me back the happiness that i left in 2016. I just want to be happy. I need someone that can help me, someone that really love me, someone that can understand me, someone that can accept my flaws and my attitude. I need happiness. This blog is where i write my unexplained feelings and i need some support. Thank you and i love you.